I'm actually crying I would've written this in my new account but not as many ppl watch that and I need comfort that even my mom can't give me...

As you know it's val day... that's the problem. I'm ALONE... everyone's getting these things at school and everyone's in love and things, but I'm alone, I don't have anyone, and one thing that my brother, Steven, said is really true, Valentine's Day is just Singles-Awareness Day. I don't want to be single... I want someone to talk to, to be with when I'm sad, bored, or otherwise, and I want to have someone to love me...

The thing you need to know is that I'm 15 going on 16 in july and I haven't been in love yet nor have I had my first kiss.

I'm LONELY.

I've been alone for 15 YEARS with just my friends and family to love me.

Sure that's been enough.

Until I hit that dreaded time of life that is puberty.

THEN EVERYTHING HAS BEEN SUCKY.

I just want to call someone who cares so that I can vent to them. But I don't have anyone so I rely on you, my friends, of dA, because you have never met me and you don't know what I look like nor how I act in person.

So then you are the perfect people to help me survive Val-day until... well, THEN.

See I wouldn't be acting like this if my dad didn't bring home a HUGE bouquet for my mom. That sent me over the edge. I almost was sobbing then and there.

I want to be held.



Sorry guys, I just needed to vent, I'm dePRESSED right now, and I have HOMEWORK to do, so... that sucks even more.

Please reply.

-Emma